I have no idea who I even am anymore…nor, who I wish to be.
Hello, friends. I have not shared anything here for several days because, well, to be perfectly honest the energy is so low, so ugly… I don’t want to bring that energy to this space or to yours. I know that’s the point of our blogging and sharing and having these safe spaces online but I can’t bear to imagine I have nothing more to say than to describe the low-energy emotions I’ve been struggling with in secret for days now.
Nonetheless, I have been writing and will very likely share some of those thoughts and digressions in the future, when I can put a more real positive spin on them. I suppose that often we feel a need to wait to share certain things and emotions because we want to be fully aware of what they are and where they’re coming from – or is that just me nowadays?
I used to be completely the opposite – it was THROUGH writing that I was able to understand the what and where regarding my emotions. Perhaps I’ve simply taken to playing it safe with what I share. That’s no good. What are your thoughts on that?
But, again, it’s one of my all time lows, so patience and gentleness with self is key.
Despite my silence I am enjoying your posts, and I hope that your week started off on a pleasant note and that your Monday was kind to you. Take care, friends. Until next time, much love as always…